Thursday, November 24, 2011

Thanksgiving Day

This is my first Thanksgiving without my mom and I have so much to be grateful for, but wow do I miss her. Compounded by missing her I am so hurt by my family. It should be a day of being with family, remembering the good times with my mom and having a good time, but they are all having their own Thanksgivings and I was not invited and neither was my dad and his new wife. I know why they were not invited, but I can't figure out why I wasn't so dad and C are coming to our house for Thanksgiving.

When my dad got married my aunt and sister kept talking about all of us sticking together and being there for each other. Where are they today? Not sticking with me. I am a boohooing mess and feeling so alone. Suck! Suck! and more Suck!

I think Mr. Stinky is missing his grandma too because he is a mad mess. Good times and Happy frieking Thanksgiving everyone!

6 comments:

GB's Mom said...

This is fourth Thanksgiving without my Mom. It is still not easy. My sister and have each other, out spouses and kids. The rest of the family are angry about decisions we made for our mom when she was dying. You can't change other people. Praying you have a peaceful and enjoyable holiday!

Diana said...

Gotta love the holidays. They bring out the best and the worst in people. I got unleashed on this morning by my family who are convinced I'm the one destroying and dividing our family because I won't take my hurt kids to dinner and make them sit there with someone who's been convicted of child porn charges and pretend that what he did wasn't a big deal.

Matt and Carla Morgan said...

Big hugs!

Tara - SanitySrchr said...

I'm so sorry that your day went so poopy! I hope you were able to salvage some of the day. Hugs.

Tasha Lehman said...

You want me to come show them what's up? :)

Trauma Mama said...

Yes, Tasha! Because that would mean you were in town visiting me!

Thank you everyone for your support and Diana you are making the right decision. We gotta keep our kids safe.!